Into Obscurity

As I write about my past
immediately I cry
wondering, searching, reaching
for all the answers to why

It's not that I'm not scared anymore
if I said I wasn't, it would be a lie
but I'm going to tell the world
because I'm no longer afraid to die

My family has abandoned me
my 'friends' they don't understand
I'm on the verge of destruction
getting ready to crash land.

Visions so clear in my mind
pain that won't go away
slipping deeper into obscurity
struggling more each day

Sometimes I just want to run
to nowhere just to hide
so the tears can stop flowing
and the torment can subside

© Abbye

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