Am I What I Was

I never deserved the pain
you forced into my heart
what I am today
is not what I was to start

You have taken everything I have
you are calling for my life
it doesn't matter to you at all
that I'm a mother and a wife

Why can't anyone stop you
why are my screams never heard
why doesn't anyone listen
and you never say a word

I thought you were out of my life
I thought I had moved on
I was under the impression
all the pain was gone

Somehow you have tapped my mind
and you control my every thought
you fill my veins with hatred
remove the happiness I've sought

I can't understand all this
the pain is much to great
I try to live a normal life
but dying just won't wait

© Abbye

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