Alone

Imagine what it feels like to not matter to anyone.
No one cares whether you are living or dead
Alone, to face life's challenges and obstacles.
Alone, to experience any good that may come

I don't want to feel insignificant anymore
ridding people that make me feel worthless
must stop begging for their attention
They got it, I'm gone.

No one wants to put in any effort
I can't continue to hurt inside
everyone has their own life to live
why should I even be a part of it

pain comes out as anger
no one wants to hear my pain
they abandon me even though
they are the cause of my pain

YOU AREN"T HERE WHEN I NEED YOU
- I don't want to be yelled at, I'm gone  -
why do I keep hearing that time after time
I've said it with out yelling, over and over

No reaction when I calmly ask, please
please, I need your attention, please
just words to fall onto deaf ears - until -
YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL WORTHLESS

Suddenly, I'm the one who has done wrong
It doesn't matter what led up to the explosion
the explosion is what is now in focus
time and time again, I'm Alone.

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